Starting to feel a bit bluesy again. Comes and goes with the wind, I suppose. I have been locked in my house, not going anywhere or doing anything imparticular and I suppose that is adding to my feelings of uselessness. I finally handled things with the courts and I am no longer on probation. That felt good...now I just have to strraighten out my nursing license so I can get back in the game. it's progress, regardless and that should be noted. I try to remember all the good things I am doing. The bad thing? I am gaining weight again. Just lost so much of it and it is slowly crawling back on. Lack of any movement on my part...stagnant lifestyle will do that. Tomorrow I will make sure to go to Walmart of something to get me out of the house.

I haven't gone back to my therapist since coming home from New York...and I suppose I should be heading back soon.